Jappleack just looks at the cracker for a moment, staring at it as she tears up slightly, the tears falling on the cracker and dampening it, if just a little. For a moment, she can...see. See others she's met, and that she's helped, and she-
She can't take it. She grimaces, frowns in anger, before turning on Kyouko.
"I was never there for anyone else! Not a goddamn one! Not for anyone who mattered, and not for her! I-I...I was always awful to her! Because, I..."
Because...she never knew why she was so awful to Apple Bloom. Because she was angry at her for some petty reason? Because she thought the abuse might help her fit in with her 'friends', with their quirks and behaviors?
She didn't know any more. She guesses it didn't matter.
"And then...when I could tell her I loved her, she...she..."
She drops the cracker to the ground, crushing it under her hoof and working it into the dirt, tears freely hitting the ground around it.
"Why are you torturing me? What did I do?"
She hisses the words through clenched teeth, trying to resist bawling.
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Jappleack just looks at the cracker for a moment, staring at it as she tears up slightly, the tears falling on the cracker and dampening it, if just a little. For a moment, she can...see. See others she's met, and that she's helped, and she-
She can't take it. She grimaces, frowns in anger, before turning on Kyouko.
"I was never there for anyone else! Not a goddamn one! Not for anyone who mattered, and not for her! I-I...I was always awful to her! Because, I..."
Because...she never knew why she was so awful to Apple Bloom. Because she was angry at her for some petty reason? Because she thought the abuse might help her fit in with her 'friends', with their quirks and behaviors?
She didn't know any more. She guesses it didn't matter.
"And then...when I could tell her I loved her, she...she..."
She drops the cracker to the ground, crushing it under her hoof and working it into the dirt, tears freely hitting the ground around it.
"Why are you torturing me? What did I do?"
She hisses the words through clenched teeth, trying to resist bawling.